Away (For Hollie)

Away

Since you’ve been gone
Gone away
My soul has been blue
My skies have been gray
It aches and aches
I long for you
To be next to me
Again
Since you’ve been gone
I’ve been alone
Our souls separated
Leaving a hole in me
A rift in my life
When you left
You hurt me
Left me with nothing
But a heart full of pain and sorrow
A life fractured
In to a million pieces
Putting them together
Trying to get what we had before
You left a
Life of love
And of happiness
Not pain and hurt
I miss you so
It feels like you’ve
Been gone forever
I wish you were here again

Nothing really to post with this picture. Just makes me feel like things just keep on going never really vanishing as time passes. Makes me think of eternity.

Tears

Tears

I can hear
The rain
Pattering
Against the window pane
Hearing it Hitting the ground
This is just a mirror Image of myself
My tears fall
At the same rate
As the falling
Rain
Flowing like A river
Flooding my world
My sadness
Overwhelming my senses
Blocking my view of the world
The rain swamps
The world
Just as my tears do to me

AutoBio (Poem about me)

AutoBio

I'm gone disappeared
Invisible
First Glances leaves me hanging by a thread.
Time stops
Tick Tock goes the clock
Reading late into the night
I'm silently weeping
Clip Clop Clip Clop
Voices heard
I'm not really there
I'm whispering
I'm lost in the deep sea
Blah Blah Blah,
Mumble I say,
What's that?
Lying underneath my skin
I think my time has passed before my eyes.
It's seven-thirty-five
Hearts shattered,
I'm wounded
Rise of nations
Pitter Patter
The sound of rain slowly dripping down my
skin.
Sound overwhelming
Gun shots piercing the sky
I'm alone
I'm lost in space,
A great beyond
How to save a life,
Where did I go wrong?
Grey's Anatomy
I'm dying
I've been dieing for a long time
Hospitals, full of sadness
Never touching the ground
Poetry, stories
Love and Hatred
I've never "loved" outside of my family.
Final Fantasy
Swords and magic,
creature's beyond imagination.
I'm in a new world
Sadness, seeping through the in my skin.
Failure
Curse's man for life
Gods and Demons, different but the same.
I've never understood
I have no meaning
I have no part
I would think.
No never think.
Reflex
Running far away
Down, down, slipping away forever
Food
Yes food, so tasty yet so sour
I've not had food
I'm lying down,
deep into a cushion snoring away into a light sleep
I hear a shrill scream,
I'm awake and moving now,
no still sleeping,
no dreaming,
maybe a nightmare
Fighting to get ahead
Slowly falling behind
Finding out true meaning
I'm stuck effort upon effort
I'm in clock, winding away, ticking away
A soft touchYes I say
How the future began
I have thoughts, so complicated,
I don't understand
Bloody dice, funny isn't it
Bags with skulls on them I'm straight, I
say but others think I'm gay, yes gay.
Others say I'm gay.I have thought about race
What about poverty?
Never listening.
Hey I say to the black void
I'm shaving with my grandfather
Dead for two yearsLaughing on the side lines
Holding, holding on, never letting go
Twitching uncontrollably
Oh my Goddess
Greek myths so entrancing
Celtic tunes so harmonious Silently laughing
All those times, long gone
Places and people, I have loved, but lost
You bring out the devil in me
A cup I own
Fantasy rules my life
Star Wars
Yes Star Wars, lightsabers, and blaster fire
I'm here, don't be afraid
How did I get here?
It's been something I longed for
I never reached far enoughI fell
I didn't get back up again
Weighed down
The stars are shinning bright.
Never dull I sayjust wearing out
Everything wears out, even you and me
I would say life is a gift,
and I have found life,
On my front door step.

Inner Core (A Poem)

Inner Core

Ice covering my skin
showing my inner core
cold and unloving.
Flame licking my eyes
showing the fury that is
within me.
Lightning striking
everything I hate.
Water drowning those
who have hurt me.
Elements
controlling my life
everywhere I move.
My feelings show
everyone knows
who or what I
truly am.
Nothing but a
hard, unloving shell
like a golem,
not even a soul.
That's what I am called
a demon,
a nothing,
a creature
with no meaning.

Here if so sort of squint it seems like the lamp is a portal to anothe world. Let your imagination run wild. Think of some crazy places you could go with the lamp.

Ths picture short of brings out that feeling of warmth and longing. I found this picture to be very warming and kind. The way the sun peaks off of the leaves and how the tree short of glows making a light for you to guide yourself by at night.

I am holding onto (Memoir)

I am holding onto
Things I loved
I held onto you
Never letting go
I will taste every moment
When were together
Your smile made me melt
Your eyes glittered like
A deep amber hue
Never going out
Always shining
One day I let go
And you disappeared
Gone
I cried out your name
You never answered
My call
Everything then
Broke
Over time the pain lessened
And eased away
To my surprise
I saw you again
I never meant to forget you
My love
You may be gone from
My life forever
My dear
My friend
My love
I will always be there no matter what
Through the dark
Through the light
Through the pain
Through the sorrow
Through the suffering
Through the joy
Through the happiness
Through the life
I will never leave
Even if you me
I will always be your friend
Whenever you
Need a shoulder to cry on
Or tell me your secrets
I will be there
I will always love you
Now and forever

Yet another thing I made in Digi class xD

Kind of a cool mix between filters decrpyting the word flaming xD Kind of fits, cool looking. What do you guys & gals think?

As You Do For Me

As You Do For Me

I held your hand
Tightly
The whole
Way down
I was crying
You comforted me
You the
One dying
The one on the bed
You whispered
I will always watch over
You
Forever and ever
My spirit will
Push you
Help you
In the right direction
Your last breath was taken
And I whispered
I love you
You smiled and
Left this world
I whispered
I shall watch over you
On this world as you do for me
I will always be there for you
As you did for me

I remember (A Memior)

I remember

The dawn crept over the hill
The warmth touching my skin
Warming me heart
Opening my eyes
Opening my soul
The brightness welcoming
The eyes of the sun shone like amber deeply set
Reminding me of her
My lost
My life
My love
I remember her eyes like ambers glinting
That wonderful golden brown
Her hair flowing in the autumn breeze
Her hands helping me along the roads of life
Her arms around me when I was sad
Her touch
Her smile
Her tears
Emotions coursing through my body
Hating myself for letting her go
Sadness
I do not wish to mention how I felt
“Betrayed”
Happiness
Remembering those times running in the green fields
Laughing and rolling around her hair on my face
Holding her up an feeling complete
Skating on the ice during the winter
Holding hands
And
Drinking hot chocolate
Thinking about our future
Eating her favorite foods
Holding her close when she cried
Comforting her
Watching her smile
Laughing at the smallest things
I remember her upbeat personality
Her happy moods
Always laughing
Always smiling
I remember her kindness
I remember her

This is a banner design I made using GIMP. I mixed a standard background with some filter designs I learned in my Digital photography class. If you ever need any help navigating GIMP just pop me an email!

Away (Poem)

Away

Since you’ve been gone
Gone away
My soul has been blue
My skies have been gray
It aches and aches
I long for you
To be next to me
Again
Since you’ve been gone
I’ve been alone
Our souls separated
Leaving a hole in me
A rift in my life
When you left
You hurt me
Left me with nothing
But a heart full of pain and sorrow
A life fractured
In to a million pieces
Putting them together
Trying to get what we had before
You left a
Life of love
And of happiness
Not pain and hurt
I wish you were here again

This is a kind of cool picture of my cats. I sort of mixed them and made it cartoony. I personaly like the added hands which make it seem like they are grabbing out at you lol xD

But my favorite part was when I melded my 2 cats together to make it look like a cat with a overly large head xD

Newbie Welcome xD

Hello all and welcome to Pictures Adnausiam posted by yours truly Advent Child ;-)
Well lets start with an introduction of what will be happening here:

Most of all my wonderful pictures and designs I make on GIMP will be shown for the world to see.
I may even post some stories of mine or daily chats about how things are running in the USA xD

That's all for now, laters!