AutoBio (Poem about me)

AutoBio

I'm gone disappeared
Invisible
First Glances leaves me hanging by a thread.
Time stops
Tick Tock goes the clock
Reading late into the night
I'm silently weeping
Clip Clop Clip Clop
Voices heard
I'm not really there
I'm whispering
I'm lost in the deep sea
Blah Blah Blah,
Mumble I say,
What's that?
Lying underneath my skin
I think my time has passed before my eyes.
It's seven-thirty-five
Hearts shattered,
I'm wounded
Rise of nations
Pitter Patter
The sound of rain slowly dripping down my
skin.
Sound overwhelming
Gun shots piercing the sky
I'm alone
I'm lost in space,
A great beyond
How to save a life,
Where did I go wrong?
Grey's Anatomy
I'm dying
I've been dieing for a long time
Hospitals, full of sadness
Never touching the ground
Poetry, stories
Love and Hatred
I've never "loved" outside of my family.
Final Fantasy
Swords and magic,
creature's beyond imagination.
I'm in a new world
Sadness, seeping through the in my skin.
Failure
Curse's man for life
Gods and Demons, different but the same.
I've never understood
I have no meaning
I have no part
I would think.
No never think.
Reflex
Running far away
Down, down, slipping away forever
Food
Yes food, so tasty yet so sour
I've not had food
I'm lying down,
deep into a cushion snoring away into a light sleep
I hear a shrill scream,
I'm awake and moving now,
no still sleeping,
no dreaming,
maybe a nightmare
Fighting to get ahead
Slowly falling behind
Finding out true meaning
I'm stuck effort upon effort
I'm in clock, winding away, ticking away
A soft touchYes I say
How the future began
I have thoughts, so complicated,
I don't understand
Bloody dice, funny isn't it
Bags with skulls on them I'm straight, I
say but others think I'm gay, yes gay.
Others say I'm gay.I have thought about race
What about poverty?
Never listening.
Hey I say to the black void
I'm shaving with my grandfather
Dead for two yearsLaughing on the side lines
Holding, holding on, never letting go
Twitching uncontrollably
Oh my Goddess
Greek myths so entrancing
Celtic tunes so harmonious Silently laughing
All those times, long gone
Places and people, I have loved, but lost
You bring out the devil in me
A cup I own
Fantasy rules my life
Star Wars
Yes Star Wars, lightsabers, and blaster fire
I'm here, don't be afraid
How did I get here?
It's been something I longed for
I never reached far enoughI fell
I didn't get back up again
Weighed down
The stars are shinning bright.
Never dull I sayjust wearing out
Everything wears out, even you and me
I would say life is a gift,
and I have found life,
On my front door step.